I have come to the conclusion that the people that are in your life are there for one reason or another...I have also concluded that some of those peolple are there just to wreak havoc in said life. Others, the kind I prefer, to balance you, love you, keep you on your toes and always be there for you. I am no saint. I have made mistakes and old habits die hard. But I cannot, for one second, understand why I keep putting myself into a position that I damn well know is no good. Reconnecting with people has just been x'd off my "resolutions" with a big fat sharpie. This brings me back to my point that are some people that are destructive in one's life.
To you-
You are a freaking rock I keep tripping over every couple of months I just want to kick across the road and keep walking!! Where the he'll do you hide and how do you know exactly where to find me and know the most inopputune times to show up?! It's unfair. You're not the only one to blame of course. I allowed it. I continue to allow it. I will no longer allow it.
And to you-
I love you. I meant it a year ago and I mean it today. Get over it. My growl is worse than my bite. I'm not going anywhere.
And of course you-
You are incredible. You'll never know how you've boosted my self esteem and make me feel beautiful every day.
Wow, those last two made me relax even though I just set a bridge on fire. It actually feels good.
I spoke too soon...the flood gates have just been opened.
It's hard to let people go sometimes but often necessary. I'm very thankful to have good friends, like you, in my life that are worth hanging on to.